gothika666vampire

THE DESTRUCTION OF ONESELF BEGINS AT END OF HOPE. NO LIFE, NO MOVEMENT. UTTER CONFUSION. MYSTERIES AND GREATEST FEARS BECOME A REALITY WHICH IS INESCAPABLE. DISTORTED COLORS, FAINT SOUNDS, BLURRED VISION. YOU HAVE FOUND WHAT YOU HAVE LOOKED FOR. AFTER EVERY HIGH, AFTER EVERY HANGOVER, THE DRUG IS NO LONGER THE ESCAPE, IT IS THE CAPTOR. UNWILLING AND NOT WANTING TO RELEASE. YOU REMEMBER EVERYTHING LIKE IT DIDN'T HAPPEN. FULL OF UNREPARABLE BROKEN THOUGHTS YOUR BODY SOON BREAKS DOWN. YOU BEGIN TO CURL INTO YOURSELF AND REMEMBER THE SWEETEST THINGS, OR AT LEAST YOU TRY. THE GROUND BY WHICH YOU LAY CAN NO LONGER SUPPORT YOU, THE FALL OF EVERYTH

.+.[Hello.Every.One!].+. Well I just want to share this to people who fucking are jerks and stooge! No not you! LOL Well It's something that happend today that I didn't know about until my love told me... Well that some pervet pinted out my pic in my profile in Deviant Art. That he saw my website and printed two and then told my love that he would fuck me any day which he didn't know I was going out with the person he was talking to(my love) & that my love told him to back off that Iam his girl! .+.[hell.yea.iam.your.girl.!].+. LOL Well then something diterbing he told me well something he didnt want to tell me and I said no fucking way! Yes

TOMORROW IS MY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Plus I got a job interview to a magazine! Being a photografher! YEA WISH ME LUCK TOMORROW! BYE MEOW!!!